UPDATE!

2009-07-28T09:27:00.000-07:00

Dam, seriously, recently i totally got no mood or motivation to go school. Have been going school for just 2 days only per week, this really suck, the first time I felt so bad that I didn't manage to go school as I seriously felt I've let my mum down and also myself. I'm losing interests in everything man, even for running, I just got myself up for it again as it's my interest but now I'm falling again. FUCK~ I want back my motivation! ;/

I want to move out! I want to live alone outside in a flat since I'm already having this feeling even when I'm living here with so many people. I guess staying out with friends will make my life even more happy. I wanna be independent! (; At the very least, I won't have the drift off feeling from my family~ ;/

2009-06-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hi! I'm here to blog again! quite a long time ever since I last blog eh, it's alright, my life is boring too, nothing much to update, haha. Anyway, I've joined an IG which is CCA in school this year! So hardworking right?! I know it man, haha. Furthermore, it's track and field and it's long distance running!! Even more cool right?! haha, i know it man, I'm back to the old field, haha. The training is really tough when I just joined but it's my interest so I would determine all the way even though how tough and tiring it can be. Anyway, it can also be a way to vent my unhappiness, so it's good yea, one stone kill 2 birds, haha! Actually today I'm supposed to participate in a relay marathon at macritchie but something cockup, so we didn't register, if not we can get second leh! dam it! anyway, there's will only be 2 teams running for that category if our team register, and that's why we would get second, HAHAHHAHA! and the first is also from my school one, and it's the seniors, LOL! Anyway, I do have a improvement today for my timing, so I'm glad enough already, hohoho! I must improve in every training! So I've to push, push and push regardless of anything! I WANT TO BE UP IN THE TOP LIST! YEA! I KNOW I CAN DO IT! WAHAHAHAHAHA!

BTW, I GONNA GET MY CAR LICENSE SOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! WAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

2009-05-17T13:48:00.000-07:00

OH~ I'm having insomnia again ;/ recently always like this, how ar? ;/ Anyway, I also don't know why would I suddenly feel like blogging in the middle of the night and it's when I've got nothing to blog about, lol. Updown left right, messy, confused, indecisive, that's what I am now. Cool eh, In fact I myself not sure what am I getting so bothered about. I wanna go partyyyyyyyy!

Anyway, my BTT date is finally reaching!! and so, this means I'm so gonna start driving soon! wahahha, I wanna drive, I'm gonna drive all around singapore! LOl! WOOS! It's 5am now, wonderful, later still got school, and it's the god dam chemistry, I'm so gonna get left out once again ); and there will be lab work! CHEMISTRY SUCK! BOOs! BYE PEOPLE!

2009-04-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

AH HA! drink drank drunk! lol. Btw ytd is really fun, tonning over at sam's house with zw, jy, yl and of course sam. We seriously were dam crazy last night, especially the part when we were kinda shag and drunk when playing the card games, but the fun part is at the forfeit. They make me see so many obscene stuff man! ); But there's lots of laughter in it. Btw It's very embarrassed if i said who did what, so I shall just say what did they do infront of a webcam to others somemore! hahahha! dam bad siol =x I saw someone fucking the wall, the chicken, and lots more lah! one more dam funny, leg so many hair yet wanna act one sexy with his leg =x HAHAHHAHAHA! but lucky, i'm the kind one, i didn't do those, just drink only, hohohoho! Then after that just go for our gaming and slowly all down one by one. lol.

BTW! TMR SCHOOL AGAIN! ); weekend is passing so fast man! school sucks );

2009-04-04T16:21:00.000-07:00

WEEEEE! great man! THANKYOU JINGYUAN AND YUNLONG MAN! Indeed very long didn't have any birthday surprise alr eh, thanks lots for the cake and for being so sweet, hahahahhaha! To be honest, I do felt touched when I saw yunlong is back with a cake. Greatly appreciated guys(; Lets hope my wish will come true man and since this is the first time I got to have my b'day wish after so many years, and I really do wish whole heartedly, hope it won't disappoint me(:

Yea! Btw I wanna go night life man! It's really nice xD and one more thing! I WANNA DRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I'm so gonna register ltr! WOOOS! It's 7.30am now! and 15 more mins they gonna open man! hohohoho =x

2009-04-03T13:40:00.000-07:00

WEEEEE!!! I'm finally 18 man! yay! 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18! I WANNA DRIVE CARRRRRRRRRR!!! hehehehe.

Okay, enuogh of nonsense, anyway, thanks lots to the guys today and also thank you for all the wishing i've got from anyone. Really had lots of fun, but it will be better if you're there as well... Btw specially thanks to my bro as well! thankyou (:

2009-03-24T12:12:00.000-07:00

Why? Why all this is happening so suddenly and unexpectedly. No matter what I really can't bring myself to believe all this. But every of it seems so true that I don't know if I should believe it. I'm feeling so confused! Why should I do? I guess if i'm strong and determine enough in the past, all this would not even be affecting me now. But I shall not have any regrets as I chosen this path willingly. Now knowing all this, although i'm really feeling so vex but I thought i'm supposed to feel kinda upset. Instead of that, I'm feeling more towards disappointment and shocked. This isn't the one I used to know and understand, everything seems to be changing or maybe it's already been this way, but just that I didn't realised. It's all so scary and unexpected. Somehow I thought I could straighten my thoughts now but I doubt I could do it, it still seems so impossible. Hope whatever it is, I would not be wrong and regret for what I've decided in future.

Disappointment.

2009-03-05T06:47:00.000-08:00

WOOOs~ I'm back again and again and again! haha. Anyway, recently got a job, still trying to get use with the life, as afterall haven't been working for months alr, so it's about the same job scope as the previous one, it's being a promoter at a mini roadshow, haha. Gonna stand whole dam day again, but this one is much more flexible and free =x Although my pay is just on commission basis, but it's still quite alright lah will think it through, shall see if i'm really that lucky and pro in promoting stuff, haha, but i found out that it isn't that tough in getting a sale, just that we have to wait patiently lo. Oh yea! and I realised when i make a deal, I really felt so dam nice man! your effort and everything didn't gone down to drain (: Anyway, anyone who wanna sign up for starhub cableTV or maxonline, give me a call! I give you the best offer man! hahahhaha!

Uhm, yea, yesterday went to esplanade area with the guys and it really feels great there, it's a very comfortable and nice place, although it's with the guys, but i still feel so nice. Because we are brothers man! haha. We had a great conversation there too, even though it's all the past but the beautiful memories will still stay and also the image and impression will forever remain the same on me. Thanks lots for all those (:

2009-02-14T14:59:00.000-08:00

Okay, great valentines today! hahaha, spent it with my dearest buddies! hahaha. We're the gays! So they're my valentines! I love them, sweet? hahahahha! ewww.

Btw, I'm rotting hell everyday man! I seriously need a job! But somehow, I don't feel like working, lol! Anyway, too long didn't blog already, can't think of anything to post already. Haha.

Yea, one last thing, I need some advice for some problems! seriously couldn't ge myself a answer for it, I just want to know the truth );

2009-01-04T06:38:00.000-08:00

Uhm, okay okay okay! I'm back to blogging, I know a lot of you miss me after such a long period that I went missing right? haha. Anyway, it's a new year already, so maybe I shall do thing differently and so, not being lazy, I came back to blogging, haha.

Yea, it's a new year, 2009! My first post for this new year, wahahhahaha. Well, Everyone is has their own new year resolution! So do I, cannot lose to others, so must set some also, LOL! kidding! And yea, I realised, more than half that I set, can't be done. So I decided to just cancel off them, hahahhaha! and continue with those that I still can do one. Wahahahaha!

Btw, it's just the 4th day of the new year, and I'm sad, cause tomorrow school reopen! DAM IT! ); but it's alright! HOLIDAYS ARE COMING SOON! hahahhaha, I'm having my holidays and shouting holidays are coming soon. lol, idiot.

Okay! Lastly, wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! (;

2008-12-08T04:16:00.000-08:00

Nothing seems to be going smoothly in here, always feeling so lost ;/
No matter what, still will link up everything I saw then memories will be all flashing through.
Memories will always stay, this apply similarly to me.

2008-11-09T08:11:00.000-08:00

The Gays Night!
(For your information)
The left one wears the pant(:

2008-11-03T03:42:00.000-08:00

Alright. School start today again, boredness. TOTALLY BORED! Today don't know why when in school, I'm feeling very weird, kinda difficult to breathe? I don't know, haha. nvm. Oh yea, still have 6 more weeks of school to go then will have our next 3 weeks of holis. Die, how to survive, school really dam sucky, dam boring ;/ Can I... request to start school at 12 n ends at 2? haha~ lame, retard. ;/

Okay, I really don't know what to blog already, seriously, all this while my mind is all occupied. I've been thinking alot alot. I still very unsure what am I suppose to do, but before that day comes, I will make up my mind.

2008-10-29T11:18:00.000-07:00

It's gone, gone, gone... forever gone. Just wanna keep some memories back in there allow me to recall all the small parts of the period of time. Looking through, collecting all the pieces of memories, pasting them up together in one whole big piece. But why, why issit that even just this small request is going against me, why isn't just one thing go along with what I want. What i left with, is just wadever I have in my heart..

2008-10-24T08:37:00.000-07:00

Where is the magical words? I'm always wishing for it to appear, but everytime i got the thoughts, I will always feel that, this time is really serious.. ;/
AHLEHLUYA

2008-09-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

Uhm, alright, I'm just being too good to come and post. Very good rite me? faster thank me (; Anyway, nth much to post as well, dont even have things to post about school, COS SCHOOL IS BORING N SUCK~ =x Okay enough of craps already, if not this post gonna seems so redundant, actually every post also redundant yea? LOl.

YEA! People, becareful with biscuit and milk eh! dangerous product, it kills~ kidding! lol. N i nearly gt murder by my fren on monday sia, he bought Yanyan, or Yamyam, i donno lah, wadever, den he ask us wan to eat not, n i ate 2 stick, omg! tt biscuit oso gt problem one! But lucky I'm strong lah, nth happen to me, wicked gary. LOL! LAME~ BOLIAO~

Anyway, ytd indeed very memorable. I like it all and also miss it all... hehe. wahahahahhaha.
Wait wait wait, patient is gold.
I have great patient.
I'm a very optimistic guy.
I believe everything is possible.
SMILE(;

2008-09-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT! I'm back to update people! indeed very long didn't update already, but cannot blame lah, too busy and lazy, hahahaha! But sometimes I do wanna update one, but I don't know wad to update =x

Uhm, actually I don't know what to update either, LOl! Just come here to anyhow type nia. xD

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2008-09-09T07:54:00.000-07:00

Yea, I like you. Definitely(;

2008-08-30T00:33:00.000-07:00

RUBBISH! Don believe e previous post! tt's all so untrue! Every of it is untrue! Okay, end. LOL

2008-08-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...This weak sissy haven't been updating. So i shall be the speaker for you guys today. Well...does anyone ever know that yewaik is as short as 1.68cm? Who always claimed to be 1.71 instead.
He's definitely weak, got sick even by a defenseless tiny little ant bite. Worse of all, he can't even swallow pills pounded into powder! AHA. yes! mock at him as hard as possible.
Let me reveal details about his dream girl,
Firstly, long hair, skinny. Secondly, damn fucking fair, flat nose especially, 1.6 and above, and yes! Lastly, her favorite colour must be PINK! I don't get what type of stupid condition is that, perharps he himself love the gay colour, purple?
He always got strike up by bangala for his number. Can you imagine that?! They could just got someone from their country instead of maltreating themselves to reach him. =x
Oh well............
I think i shall end here, it will take him forever to express his thanks to me for updating.
=D

2008-08-23T13:49:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! NOO!! omg omg! My holis is jus left with 1wk plus! or mayb just 2 wks! OMG! This is jus too fast, n i did nth yet! stupid boring holis =/ LOl. SOT~

Alright, craps sia, lol. Uhm, just have my O's eng oral on friday, didn't did much revise for one yr liao n i'm really kinda lost in wad i shld say for picture conversation, so nervous, lol. aww, n donno y so suay lah~ didnt noe hw i get stains on my shirt when i goin for e oral, make me so omg, kip cover wif my hand when having e oral, in order to gif them gd impression mah, i wear until very guai hor! hahahha =x n of cos, i myself oso a very gd boy lah! tytyty (;

2008-08-20T15:09:00.000-07:00

I have never had this feeling before,
never been this way, it's the first time.
stuff is really bothering me,
it even changes me.
But what else can I do?
Nothing else, I just have to accept it.
Even if needs years of commitment, I'm willing.

2008-08-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

Wad a wasteful day! Everytime if i ever slp til evening then i wake up, i will feel so waste of time, lyk, i had nv even done a thg, then soon e next day is coming, approaching;/ Timing really goin opposite liao, slp in e morning, wake up in e evening/nite. OMG!! NOOO! I DON WAN! ); lol.

Anyway, ytd ton wif e guys again, bt tis time is at my hse. We dota overnite, really is constant playing, lol. Until ard 5+ then we decided to go for my breakfast! WOOOs! n we have pratas for our breakfast, kinda weird eh, lol. After that we jus went to somewhere else to slack and relax all e way until 9+ and went hm. Yea! one more thg, before we go search for a place to settle down, we saw something really disgusting! which makes zw and myself feel seriously disgusted, i didnt noe tis area oso gt tt, scary. LOl!

Alright! shall not crap so much alr, shall start revising my eng& sci O's alr. Hw i wish i don have to retaking. totally no mood to study! hw?! );

2008-08-15T00:14:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT W14C! CHEER UP ALRIGHT! After reading the blog of u guys make me even more can't bear to change class eh! Still we can meet out more often, don worry guys (; dere's hanis, she cna oragnise! HAHAHAHHHA! oops* sorry hanis =x Alright, since so many oso gt evaluate, then I shall evaluation u guys too! So RP sia, lol.

Apple - My buddy! whoever hungry, will tell the other one. Always A&Umbrella here n dere. Anyway, apple, ur a nice girl, jus tt u look dao in the first impression. Also forgotten hw we noe each other, haha. Thanks for trusting me so much too (; feel free to tok to, haha. (;

Avis - She's someone hu is crazy to me, very noisy one, and also loves to msn msn msn in class, den forever late one, lol. But she's still a fun person, n stop wif e rotten egg, u LAMER!(;

Amos - My first fren! E first one hu gt my fone no.! jus at the orientation, he ask for it, gay!=x okay, Amos ar, nice chap lah, very humourous, great singer, n oso very VAIN! + his too gay alr, LOL. (;

Ben - Uhm, actually he's not tt bad at first few wks, cos i nv grp wif him mah! kay, kidding, to me he's jus too over confident. Bt glad tt ur trying to change after times, buck up alright! n stop bossing ppl ard! (;

Connie - A very random lady, her's action and the way she speak is funny sometimes, n she's very nice too, cos she wont angry at us one, even when we luff at the way she speak, cos of her bracer lah! Still, a sorry eh. (;

Fana - Fun girl! always compete wif me one! Bt i still win =p She's also a girl hu forever wont stop eating one, always hungry hungry hungry. N also! stop ur ' wad's ur prob! ' cos tt's my line alr, wahahhahaha! (;

Fieza - An elder sis to me, she's really very patient one, wont angry one, n also care for us, thanks lots fifi for all the help n so! =x she's an ideal sister! (;

Gary - He tok machiam using loud hailer one! Cant stand him toking when beside him. Over all he's still a nice guy too, bt doesn't know hw to express, as in his expression n he's really very aunty, lol. (;

Hanis - She's very independent and frenly, she's lyk a leader, always be e first to lead us, thnaks lots hanis! Bt she's also a blonde, very forgetful. lol. (;

Hadi - My M&C module partner, lol! Always ask/discuss wif him for tt module one, cos he's really gd in it. N also dota! Always own him one, boring, HAHA! kidding. Next sem u shall come my class n play eh! =x

Izza - SK's wannabe? kidding! member only eh, haha! Uhm, she ar, a tall girl, I tink she's even taller den me.. BY 1 cm! ); She always very rush in work one, mus faster complete if not she will b very stress, haha. IZZA! RELAX ABIT! n stop punching me! (;

Justin - A kid looking old man, SK's bro =x his action is lyk, so childish sometimes, hahaha! Bt he's a nice guy lah, very helpful. Although he's irritating sometimes, bt i noe he doesnt mean it. N he loves to gay wif XY. " Wo kan jian san ji zai pao" LOl! (;

Jacintha - A crazy girl as well, always luff for nth one, and sometimes still wif stupid action wif her laughter, donno for wad oso, LOl! she's oso lyk a twin sister wif mich, forever tgt one.

Michelle - TOTALLY BHB GIRL! Really don understand y she can b tis bhb, take my fone, change her contact, put her pic as my wallpaper, go my msn, change my PM, wah lau~ so bhb rite? LOl! n nv will i agree ur comel! =p N she always very pinkish one, or redish, lol. Still, she's a fun girl. (;

Ryan - Malay fighter, bt he's still a nice chap lah, very sociable. So gt any prob, can look for him, HAHA! kidding! (;

Seri - SK's WANNABE! She loves to be SK, rite?! i noe it' true seri, so don deny! =x She very emo one, aww, hw can?! n also a hiphop dancer! So stop sk wannabe if not u can't dance alr! kay? LOl! CHEERS! (;

Shahreen - Chinese looking guy. Kinda gayish to me, so shah! B more man alright?! LOl! Always love to slack when working, act act only, lol. Anyway, cheer up. If not u gonna be very sad in every sem, cos we change class every sem! haha. (;

Shahabudeen - Didn't really noe him much, only noe he's a soccer lover too, always chat abt soccer wif weijian one. He's also a nice&frenly guy, do joke wif him a few times (;

Sherman - Tall geeky looking guy, seriously, stop saying all those unneccessary stuff when ur presenting, or asking qn or wadever, it really do will irritate ppl, lol. Bt sometimes, ur funny as well =x Still quite a gd guy lah. (;

Shaoken - Super many lobang guy.

Weijian - An asshole! LOl! kidding. He look blur bt he's not! gei siao only! Nice&fun guy. forever soccer one, bth. lol. Also another one hu always rush for work one, jus lyk izza =x hahaha! n rmb our next badminton match! (;

Xingyu - Super loves to sing one, n always tt particular lyrics. e last few days, ur singing really irritates me! lol, so stop singing so much! once in a while can alr, lol. After all, he's a nice&smart guy. Do really well in his interested module n he's also super vain one, lol! (;

Alright! finish wif the evaluation alr, bt also not all lah, too many memories and stuff alr, cant list all out, really thanks lots for all this 16 wks! Next time den upload our class foto. Everyone in W14C is jus so nice n tt's y u guys will all b missed! Take great care eh ppl! Shall meet out often alright?!

2008-08-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

After so many days of thinking, everything seems to be linked in one or e other way, i donno hw to explain, bt i jus feel it tt way, everythg have their 2 sides, it can be nice, bt it can b scary too. As for a human, it's really scary to have 2 sides or even more, u cant imagine hw bad can it b. i'm beginning to lose my confidence..

One more thing, y cant ppl face e fact, everythg is set, y jus cant they face it? wad's e point of getting stuff more complicated and make others life difficult. Do they think for others? It isn't end of world, wad for bother over it so much. Mayb all tis is jus human nature. BOOs~ humans is complicated.

Alright, too much crap already, guess too stress liao, haha. Anyway, i'm not refering to anyone, so don mind abt wad i posted(;

Oh yea, today went for badminton with my poly's frens, had fun dere, n tmr is e last day alr, n we have to change class on next sem liao, it's rather sad, jus know them for 16 weeks n have to change class liao, new ppl, new classmate again, haha. Shall look forward to e class chalet(;

2008-08-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

Alright! finally! I created a new blog as i wanted to do this long long ago but always very lazy to do one. lol. uhm, want to know why I created a new blog? Cos of some ass always want to peep at my precious wonderful old post, LOL! So nw, my old blog has a new address, so if sam, u still wanna read, go find urself! Bitchhhhhh! lol.

Anyway, nth much to blog too, bt i'm kinda happy cos HOLIS is coming!!! tmr finally LAST DAY OF SCH FOR ME! But sadly, the holis only lasts for 3wks i tink? nvm, shall jus enjoy as much as i can, haha. Oh ya! This also means that i'm changing class soon! Gt to know new frens again, aww, I'm a shy guy leh, always lyk tis, change class den i have to interact wif new classmates. LOl.
Okay, nth liao, BYE PPL!