Why? Why all this is happening so suddenly and unexpectedly. No matter what I really can't bring myself to believe all this. But every of it seems so true that I don't know if I should believe it. I'm feeling so confused! Why should I do? I guess if i'm strong and determine enough in the past, all this would not even be affecting me now. But I shall not have any regrets as I chosen this path willingly. Now knowing all this, although i'm really feeling so vex but I thought i'm supposed to feel kinda upset. Instead of that, I'm feeling more towards disappointment and shocked. This isn't the one I used to know and understand, everything seems to be changing or maybe it's already been this way, but just that I didn't realised. It's all so scary and unexpected. Somehow I thought I could straighten my thoughts now but I doubt I could do it, it still seems so impossible. Hope whatever it is, I would not be wrong and regret for what I've decided in future.

Disappointment.

WOOOs~ I'm back again and again and again! haha. Anyway, recently got a job, still trying to get use with the life, as afterall haven't been working for months alr, so it's about the same job scope as the previous one, it's being a promoter at a mini roadshow, haha. Gonna stand whole dam day again, but this one is much more flexible and free =x Although my pay is just on commission basis, but it's still quite alright lah will think it through, shall see if i'm really that lucky and pro in promoting stuff, haha, but i found out that it isn't that tough in getting a sale, just that we have to wait patiently lo. Oh yea! and I realised when i make a deal, I really felt so dam nice man! your effort and everything didn't gone down to drain (: Anyway, anyone who wanna sign up for starhub cableTV or maxonline, give me a call! I give you the best offer man! hahahhaha!

Uhm, yea, yesterday went to esplanade area with the guys and it really feels great there, it's a very comfortable and nice place, although it's with the guys, but i still feel so nice. Because we are brothers man! haha. We had a great conversation there too, even though it's all the past but the beautiful memories will still stay and also the image and impression will forever remain the same on me. Thanks lots for all those (: